I ain't seen my mama
In a little bit over a year
And even when I see her
I know she knows that it isn't me here
'Cause I'm always in the clouds
Somewhere up in space
I just hope that I could hug her before it
Gets way too late late
My friends just looking for a call
They want to say hi
They wonder if
The person they knew's still inside
Seems so simple it's really so hard
Ooh I don't think I'm okay
Ooh I don't think I'm okay 'kay hmm
It feels so good to say
I I don't think I'm okay
And that's okay
Time is moving faster it isn't slowing down
I miss being a kid
I miss the way the thunder sounds sounds
Ooh maybe it's my dream
That killed my self esteem
Got so good at being someone else
Maybe I lost myself
In the search of your acceptance
But when they're looking for a call
They want to say hi
They wonder if
The person they knew's still inside
Seems so simple it's really so hard
I don't want nobody to see my ugly heart
To see my ugly scars
Ooh I don't think I'm okay
Ooh I don't think I'm okay 'kay hmm
It feels so good to say
I I don't think I'm okay
And that's okay